Rogol. Rape.

Just now, my partner in crime so called Ety, told me that today's morning news featured a case about some gang in primary school had raped a standard one girl in Kulim, Kedah.

I mean like whaaaaaaaaaaaaa RAPE!???
Standard one wehhhh  & PRIMARY school gang! WEH WEH WEH!!
What has happened to the world??!

According to the news, the victim was innocently invited to 'play' with the rapers and they pulled off her pants. She was crying the whole time asking them to stop without knowing that she was being raped.
WHAT ON EARTHHH........

Foolishly, one of the young rapers told about the incident to his friend and that is how the news was spread. The case reached to the teachers' hearing and finally the parents were informed about this.

The girl didn't even know that she was being raped. Poor thing.
Hmmm... I do think now that sex education should start from primary school...

RiRi and CB.

According to perezhilton.com both Rihanna and his abusive ex, Chris Brown, are nominated in the same Soul Train Award Category. Hmmmmm.....AWKWARD.

According to the source:

The pair are both in the running for Best Dance Performance, Rihanna for "Only Girl in the World" and "What's My Name?" while Brown for "She Ain't You!"

I don't think Rihanna should be anywhere near Mr Brown. Nu-ah. Not a good idea. NOT that she will be physically abused AGAIN.But you know, the emotional attack might have just affect her on the night. 

Oh well, if she decides to go, wa caya lu lah! Means she has grown stronger than ever.

Don't get me wrong. It's not like I condemn Chris Brown or what. I still listen to the both of them. And I personally feel that I like if the both of them got together again.Who knows Chris might just have changed?
=)

Ouh, Rihanna made this video song which reminds me of her love story with Chris Brown. 

Click HERE to watch We Found Love by Rihanna and Calvin Harris. ENJOY.

Silence.

Sometimes, it's not all about understanding the voices. It's about understanding the silence and what it hides inside. Silence doesn't always mean ignorance. Who knows, you might appreciate more once the silence is understood. =)

Facebook update on 21/10/2011.

Feel awesome having a status like that =D
*I'm being quirky,don't mind me thankyou*

And yes, it is meant for someone. I rest my case.

Games.

I AAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.......

not the type to be played with.

Silence doesn't mean ignorance.
and I'm tired of these games.

Just another one I might say goodbye to.

p/s : Reconsidering life.

Judgemental.

STRESSED. Imagine your whole future is ruined because of that one mistake you made. Like you're being punished for your whole life for not being able to reach their expectations that one time, and second chances don't matter anymore. As if your ability is judged based on that mistake only. Come, be in my shoes. Feel how crappy I feel right now.
#coulduseashouldertocrynow.

The above is my Facebook status on 19th Oct 2011.
I feel.................shitty. Crappy. Down. Frustrated. Angry. Indescribable.

Honestly, I feel like I have no future anymore after I receive my Advanced Subsidiary results.
It was not good enough. In fact, it was very bad if compared to my previous achievements.
I am not boasting here, no intention at all.
But before, I never failed to score Aces.
But sometimes, you need to be at the very bottom of the wheel, to feel what others feel.
To know how to rise from fall.


But all I feel and know now is that, people are judging me based on my failure.
On that very one mistake that I made.
Yes, it was my fault. And yes, I am given a second chance to rise up again.
But I feel like my second chance means nothing, like it doesn't matter anymore to them.\
Like if you're a failure, you will always be one.


I am concerned, very worried about my forecast result.
My uni application depends heavily on that.
What's the point of having good results in the end if your forecast sucks?
Uni offers based on that! How am I going to leave for UK if I don't even get conditional offer!
What's the point of me struggling to get good results if I don't get a conditional offer???

DOWN

Perverted statement xD

Hihihi I was surfing the internet when I suddenly found this:

*The last line kinda my favourite. Shhhhhh! Hahahah*

Well, it is still TRUE!

Like Islam,it never forces people to have faith in what it teaches.
It is totally up to your wisdom.
So, don't be frightened or doubtful to ask yourself about the Creator.

OK?

Like hijab, it is not a compulsion, I am not forced. 

It's just my......choice. My protection. =)

PEACE.

Muhammad KhuzaiLAST.

oK Ok. The title is not his name. Hahaha.

THE NEWBORN BOY!

Wish he was mine *sigh*

Just a quick update:
This little man here is my aunt's.
He is sooooo special because he's what we called 'The Accidental Bullet'.
Hahahahahha..

My aunt is reaching 50s and she did not plan to have small kids anymore. *except grandchild is acceptable*
And then, suddenly this 'bullet' made his way through and wallah!~  Muhammad Khuzairin!!
*name is not finalised yet, that is what we call him, temporarily*
KhuzaiLAST was suggested with hopes that she will not get pregnant after this.
So bad yet sooo funny! Hahahaha!

My aunt had been hiding her pregnancy,but what to do.... KANTOI. Hahaha.
I was super excited to see this one and I don't know why...

Guess, my mother instinct is becoming stronger nowadays? Hmmmmm... *freaks out*