SAW

Last night I watched this movie titled SAW for the first time.

THE pychopath.

Ok..... 

I know I know. The movie was out around 2004 and I only watched it like what...almost 2012?
I heard it before, but I never really thought about giving it a watch.
Until my friend, Arvin told me he has one complete series of the movie ( 1st to 7th ).

Anyway, I was supposed to not watch it alone,but I couldn't resist the temptation. Heeee sorry Cowwy.
And I regret watching it ALONE!! 


The movie was very....



I mean, what on earth!! This one scene,
The victim was tied up with a chain and given a saw.
And he thought in order to survive, he must cut the chain with the saw.

How on earth to cut a 











with THIS:  

But soon the victim realised that he had to cut his LEG in order to break free, not the chain.
Imagine that in the movie,they showed the process of cutting the leg.

Yes, I can watch psycho movies.
And yes you can shove me with horror movies.
And YES, I still can stand watching TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE.
But no, not this one. This kind of movies is too much for me maaaaannnn... *groans*
The sole reason why I don't take Biology. The main reason why doctor is out of my ambition list!

This movie is a comeback for me after 'fasting' scary movies for like, 2 weeks. TEEHEE.
It was because of a movie. Highly recommended for you to watch. It is scary.

Resentment on the hearing/sight of the word 'CLAMP'

You know, my lovelaaayyyy car, The Matrix, she got clamped today on the right front wheel.
I mean like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaa   ^%T7u587I&BU%VI^RVI&^V$657657bbvt!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The thing is, please la, don't make up stories such as "Kami dapat complaints dari itu owner pukul 3.30" when the truth is we only arrived there around 4.10 pm!. A**hole.
  >,<
I was more than ready to burn my RM100 when suddenly you kept giving us excuses, Geez~

Luckily my day *and my RM80* was saved by Leela, Lyna, Waiyee and Mim. We divided the RM100 between the five of us.

BUT STILL! I had to eat maggi for dinner. Wuwuwuwuuuuuuuuuuuu


Hate joooo hate joooo hate joooooo Uncle Clamper! Eeeeekk!

My high taste car. She scratched a BMW Z4 before. Therefore,she's a legend.  =D

Walking on different path, towards the same goal.

What do you do when you live in different worlds?


Different customs, different skin colour, different diets, different faith.....

Everytime we touch....

Oh shut it. Just another controversial title.
I am currently listening to "Everytime We Touch - Cascada" while typing this.


Here's the link!
 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FL0bjwez8mg&feature=related



I am supposed to finish my personal statement by tonight. But you know, I didn't think that it is THIS hard to write an essay boasting about yourself. Blergh~  Starting to feel the tense building up here!









You know, lately I've been thinking how far have I strayed...
From my purpose, from my goals, from my faith, from Him.
Hmmmmm....

I do get tired of college life sometimes. I do pray a lot that I will someday be saved from this astray.
It's just the degree of honesty of what I do nowadays that I question myself lately.

I keep listening to my heart 'til I lose my rationality.
=(

You know how I can see good things through bad things? It was an easy cake for me.
Now I have to keep reminding myself to keep me being sanguine.

A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep... 

 In dreams you will loose your heartaches, whatever you wish for you keep...

 Have faith in your dreams, and someday... Your rainbow will come smiling through...

 No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing..

 The dream that you wish, will come through.....  ~~ Cinderella.

See the quote above?
It's actually a song.
A little girl inside me that believes in having dreams, hopes and faith whispered to me in my dreams last night...
I remember I ended up waking up staring at the ceiling, thinking of what she said.

"Don't regret of what you did" ~ little me.

I guess, these are what my heart had long for such a long time.
Yes, I was shy before to try new things. 
I was shy to try dancing. But my guts said "Just do it, it gets you no harm"
So, I tried that during MKM. How flattered I was when people compliment my dancing *not that it is THAT good*

MKM gala night

I was not brave to sing in front of people, even my friends. Then the next thing I realised, I just finished the whole song.

I was afraid to fall in love again, afraid of getting hurt. But I did anyway... 

I did not have faith that I can still run on the track.... and I ran. and I lost. But I died trying.

The more mistakes that I do, the more new things that I learn. The less hurt that I feel. 

But you see, they are the FUN things that I listened to. I've had enough fun.
Hopefully, now i set my focus on the kind things, the good things, the real purpose of my life.
I will not give up my DREAMS to build a charity home for those less fortunate than me.
Like the song said,
"Have faith in your dreams... If you keep on believing... the dreams that you wish will come smiling through"
My prayers to this child, his family, his nation and his country.

You overshadowed my excitement. Thanks a lot.

I AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM,,,,

annoyed.

kthxbye.

p/s : Please, your playfulness is starting to get me. It's good to be playful at times,but too much of it can make anyone sick.

p/p/s : I was super excited when I heard that my face is up on a billboard and I was supposed to write about it, but now I just feel pissed.

Yes, truly a bit*h.

Have you ever wondered that karma is really a bit*h?
That it gets back to you sooner or later?

Like when you laugh at someone because he/she trips down, the next day, you fall down twice harder.

Or when you behave badly during your youth, that your children will somehow follow your behaviour in the future?

Or when you hurt a feeling, that yours will be hurt too?

I just hate it when it gets back to me. Well, a lesson that I never should do bad things to others. 
But you see, it is hard when you do it unintentionally and without you even realising it. By then,please tell me how to prevent it from happening. PLEASEPLEASE  PLEAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEE!

Nǐhǎo!!

Hurmmmmm.... ooo la-la. I have a blog? Ooooooo! I HAVE A BLOG!
Okay *annoyingly awkward*
Yea, I'm done selling perfumes.

First, too busy to have time to sniff perfumes.
Second, I am lazy to continue.
Third, errrrrrrr refer to first and second.
When was the last time I posted a post? 2 years ago? Wow.

Okay, I'm thinking of re-activating this 'thang' because I find that I have a lot to rant about lately.
Not that something interesting to read. OH WELL.

This is the reason that keeps me pretty uptight these days. 

KDU Song :Dream, dream of your destiny.Wish, wish for the stars above.
Reach, reach for the highest mount.
*text goes missing.....'cause I don't remember what else*

PEACE.